Cobain was born in Hoquiam, Washington and spent his early years in Aberdeen, Washington. He moved to the Seattle area in 1985.
He was best known for the song "Smells Like Teen Spirit". He also wrote a song, "Lithium", about the medication lithium carbonate, which is used to treat bipolar disorder. Cobain was highly influential in creating and popularizing what came to be termed grunge music - a style that evolved as a reaction against the perceived superficiality of 1980s stadium rock and over-the-top metal bands with preened images and elaborate stage shows.
Cobain, depressed and in a heroin-induced haze, committed suicide at the age of 27 with a shotgun blast inside his mouth. His body was discovered three days later in his home by maintenance workers. Toxicology officials have stated that even though Kurt's tolerance level was extremely high, the amount of heroin injected into Cobain's body would have been enough to kill him. His death inspired a host of copycat suicides and conspiracy theories regarding his death. Many of these theories centered around accusations that Courtney Love, in a fit of insecurity or depression, had hired a hit on her husband's life. A documentary film was made on this theory, intitled Kurt and Courtney. The theory has quite a large following among Cobain's fans, many of whom never approved of his marriage in the first place.
Kurt Cobain was cremated; one third of his ashes were scattered in a Buddhist temple in New York, another third were scattered in the Wishkah River, Washington State, and the rest are with Courtney Love.
Writer Charles Cross published a biography of Cobain titled "Heavier than Heaven" in 2001. The next year a collection of Cobain's journal excerpts was released. Years after his passing, the musician continues to intrigue and inspire fans, most notably with the release of a new track You Know You're Right in the fall of 2002, along with a greatest hits album, called Nirvana. The release of both had been held up by legal wrangling between Love and the remaining members of the band.
Nirvana
Cobain received his first guitar from his uncle at age fourteen. He was
given the choice of a guitar or a bicycle, and chose the guitar. From there,
he tried to form bands with friends, generally noodling on songs by AC/DC
and Led Zeppelin. When he moved back in with his mother in high school, he
found himself without anyone to jam with, as none of his friends had any
musical talent.
Later in high school, Cobain met Krist Novoselic, a fellow devotee of punk
rock. A few years later, Cobain tried to convince Novoselic to form a band
with him by lending him a copy of a home demo recorded by Cobain's earlier
band, Fecal Matter. After months of prodding, Novoselic finally agreed to
join Cobain, forming the beginnings of Nirvana.
For the first few years of Nirvana, Novoselic and Cobain found themselves
host to a rotating list of drummers. Eventually, the band settled on Chad
Channing, with whom the band recorded the album Bleach, released on Sub Pop
Records in 1989. Cobain, however, became dissatisfied with Channing's style,
eventually leading the band to Dave Grohl. With Grohl, the band found their
greatest success via their 1991 major-label debut, Nevermind.
Cobain struggled to reconcile the massive success of Nirvana with his
underground roots. He also felt persecuted by the media, comparing himself
to Frances Farmer, and harbored resentment for people who claimed to be fans
of the band but who completely missed the point of the band's message. One
particularly distressing incident to Cobain involved two men who raped a
woman while singing the Nirvana song "Polly". Cobain condemned the episode
in the liner notes of the album Incesticide: "Last year, a girl was raped by
two wastes of sperm and eggs while they sang the lyrics to our song 'Polly.'
I have a hard time carrying on knowing there are plankton like that in our
audience. Sorry to be so anally P.C. but that's the way I feel."
Marriage
Cobain and Love are married in HawaiiKurt Cobain first encountered Courtney
Love at a concert in 1989. More than a year later, after learning from Dave
Grohl that she and Kurt shared mutual crushes, Courtney began pursuing
Cobain. After a few weeks of on-again, off-again courtship, the two found
themselves together on a regular basis, often bonding through drug use.
Around the time of Nirvana's 1992 performance on Saturday Night Live, Love
discovered that she was pregnant with Cobain's child. A few days after the
conclusion of Nirvana's Australian tour, on Monday, February 24, 1992,
Cobain married Love on Waikiki Beach, Hawaii. On August 18, the couple's
daughter, Frances Bean Cobain, was born . The unusual middle name was given
to her because Cobain thought she looked like a bean on the first sonogram
he saw of her. Her namesake is Frances McKee of The Vaselines, of whom
Cobain was a big fan.
Love was somewhat unpopular with Nirvana fans. Her harshest critics cited
Cobain's total devotion to her, combined with what they saw as her
domineering personality and inferior musical talent, as evidence that she
was merely using him as a vehicle to make herself famous. Critics who
compared Cobain to John Lennon were also fond of comparing Love to Yoko Ono.
Rumors persist to this day that Cobain wrote most of the songs on Hole's
breakthrough album Live Through This. However, except for a rough mix of
"Asking for It" that contains Cobain singing backing vocals, there is no
evidence to prove the assertion. It is worth noting that, until Nirvana's
stratospheric success with Nevermind, both bands had virtually the same
commercial stature. In fact, Hole was the more popular band on the club
circuit in the months prior to Nevermind's release.
In a 1992 article in Vanity Fair, Love admitted to using heroin while
(unknowingly) pregnant, an admission that seriously damaged her public
standing. While Cobain and Love's romance had been something of a media
attraction before the article was published, they found themselves
constantly hounded by tabloid reporters, many wanting to know if Frances was
addicted to drugs at birth. The notoriety of the article even resulted in
Child Welfare Services launching an investigation into the couple's fitness
as parents. The investigation was eventually dismissed, but not without a
significant amount of legal wrangling. Love, along with Cobain, claimed that
Vanity Fair took her words out of context.
Musical
influences
Cobain was a devoted champion of early alternative rock acts. He would often
make reference to his favourite bands in interviews, more often than not
placing a greater importance on the bands that influenced him than on his
own music. Interviews with Cobain were often littered with references to
obscure performers like The Vaselines, Daniel Johnston, The Meat Puppets,
the Pixies, Young Marble Giants, The Wipers, and The Raincoats. Nirvana even
made a habit of covering songs by those bands, including two songs each by
the Wipers and the Vaselines. Cobain was eventually able to convince
Nirvana's record company Geffen Records to reissue albums by The Raincoats
and The Vaselines.
Cobain also made efforts to include his favorite performers in his musical
endeavors. In 1993, when Kurt decided that he wanted a second guitarist to
help him on stage, he recruited Pat Smear of the legendary L.A. punk band
The Germs. When rehearsals of three Meat Puppets covers for Nirvana's 1993
performance for MTV Unplugged went awry, Cobain placed a call to the two
lead members of the band, Curt and Cris Kirkwood, who ended up joining the
band on stage to perform the songs.
Where Sonic Youth had served to help Nirvana gain wider success, Nirvana
attempted to help other indie acts attain success. The band submitted the
song "Oh, the Guilt" to a split single with Chicago's The Jesus Lizard,
helping Nirvana's indie credibility while opening The Jesus Lizard to a
wider audience.
One of Cobain's earliest and most important musical influences was none
other than The Beatles. Cobain expressed a particular fondness for John
Lennon, whom he called his "idol" in his journals. Cobain even admitted that
his song "About A Girl" was essentially an attempt to write a Beatles song.
Cobain also found himself heavily influenced by punk rock, as he often
credited Black Flag and The Sex Pistols for his artistic style and attitude.
"All the hype the Sex Pistols had was totally deserved. They deserved
everything they got. Johnny Rotten was the one I identified with--he was the
sensitive one. Never Mind The Bollocks has the best production of any rock
record I have ever heard. It’s totally in-your-face and compressed." -- Kurt
Cobain, Nirvana (Vox Magazine September 1992)
Even with all of Cobain's indie influences, Nirvana's early style was
clearly influenced by the major rock bands of the 70s, including Led
Zeppelin, Black Sabbath, and Kiss. In its early days, Nirvana made regular
habit of playing cover songs by those bands, including Zeppelin's "Immigrant
Song" and "Dazed and Confused", and a studio recording of Kiss' "Do You Love
Me".
Addiction and death
Tribute image of Kurt Cobain.Throughout most of his life, Cobain battled
depression, chronic bronchitis, and intense physical pain due to a chronic
stomach condition. Cobain spent years seeking the cause for his stomach
pain. However, none of the doctors he consulted were able to pinpoint the
specific cause, guessing that it was either a result of Cobain's childhood
scoliosis or related to the stresses of performing. Feeling that he had been
let down by medical science, Cobain opted to self-medicate with heroin.
Cobain's first taste of heroin came sometime late in 1990. For months,
Cobain used the drug casually, but it did not take long for his use to
devolve into full-fledged addiction. Toward the end of 1991, his use began
affecting the band's support of Nevermind, with Cobain passing out during
photo shoots as a result of the drug. On the band's 1992 performance on
Saturday Night Live, Cobain's eyes appeared to be sunken into his head, a
clear sign that he had shot up earlier in the evening.
Cobain's heroin addiction increased further as the years progressed.
Cobain's first attempt at rehab came in early 1992, not long after he and
Courtney discovered they were going to become parents. Immediately after
leaving rehab, Nirvana embarked on their Australian tour, with Cobain
appearing pale and gaunt while suffering through withdrawals. Not long after
returning home, Cobain's addiction resurfaced.
Prior to a performance at the New Music Seminar in New York City in July of
1993, Cobain suffered a heroin overdose. Rather than calling for an
ambulance, wife Courtney Love injected Cobain with an illegal drug to bring
him out of his unconscious state. Cobain proceeded to perform with Nirvana
on what later was recognized as one of their more memorable performances.
The public was given no hint that anything out of the ordinary had taken
place.
While embarking on a European tour in support of In Utero, Kurt suffered
another bout of bronchitis, and was given a prescription for Rohypnol. On
March 6, 1994, in Rome, Kurt overdosed on a combination of champagne and
Rohypnol, which Love later insisted publicly was Cobain's first suicide
attempt. (The doctor who treated Cobain's overdose noted in a press
conference that the combination appeared accidental.) Cobain returned home,
and soon faced his friends and family at an intervention over his continuing
heroin addiction. Given everything that had happened, Cobain agreed to check
into rehab.
A few days after arriving at rehab in California, Cobain told the nurses
that he was going out for a smoke. After finishing it, he jumped over the
facility's six-foot wall, caught the next flight back to Seattle, and
dropped off the radar. In the ensuing days, he hung out occasionally with
longtime friend Dylan Carlson, and once bumped into friend and famed Seattle
photographer Charles Peterson. However, most of his friends and family were
unaware of his whereabouts, eventually pushing his wife and mother to file a
missing persons report and hire a private investigator to find him.
On April 8, 1994, Cobain's body was discovered in the spare room above the
garage (referred to as "the greenhouse") at his Lake Washington home by Veca
Electric employee Gary Smith. Smith arrived at the house that morning to
install security lighting and saw the body lying inside. Apart from a minor
amount of blood coming out of Cobain's ear, Smith reported seeing no visible
signs of trauma, and initially believed that Cobain was asleep. Smith found
what he thought might be a suicide note with a pen stuck through it beneath
an overturned flowerpot. A shotgun, purchased for Cobain by Dylan Carlson,
was found at Cobain's side. An autopsy report later concluded Cobain's death
as a result of a self-inflicted shotgun wound to the head. The report
estimates Cobain to have died on April 5, 1994.
In the alleged suicide note, ostensibly written to Cobain's imaginary
childhood friend "Boddah", Cobain quoted a lyric from Neil Young's song
"Hey, Hey, My, My": "It's better to burn out than to fade away." Cobain's
use of the lyric had a profound impact on Young, who recorded portions of
his 1994 album Sleeps With Angels in Cobain's memory.
Cobain was cremated, with one third of his ashes scattered in a Buddhist
temple in New York, another third in the Wishkah River, and the rest left in
Love's possession.
Suicide dispute
Cobain is legally recognized to have committed suicide. Many, however,
dispute the Seattle Police Department's report, and believe that Cobain was
murdered.
The first to publicly object to the report of suicide was Seattle public
access host Richard Lee. The day that Cobain's body was discovered, Lee
climbed a tree outside Cobain's garage with a camcorder and filmed the area
around Cobain's body. A week later, Lee aired the first episode of an
ongoing documentary covering Cobain's death, insisting that Cobain was
murdered. The series continued for several years.
In addition, Tom Grant, a private investigator employed by Love after
Cobain's disappearance from rehab, adamantly believes that Cobain's death
was a homicide. Grant was hired by Love to find Cobain after his
disappearance from rehab, and was still under her employ when Cobain's body
was found. Grant cites the official toxicology report, which claims that
Cobain's heroin level was three times the lethal dosage at the time of his
death, as the key piece of evidence for murder. Grant argues that Cobain
could not have injected himself, rolled down his sleeves, put his needle and
spoon away, and still have been able to pull the trigger with such a dose.
Grant also believes that the apparent suicide note was actually a letter
announcing his intent to leave Courtney Love, Seattle, and the music
business. Grant and a number of handwriting experts contend that the final
lines of the note that most sound like a suicide note are written in a style
that is jarringly different from the rest of the letter. In addition, Grant
suggests that if the shotgun that Cobain used were positioned to match the
findings of the autopsy report, his arm would have been too short for him to
reach the trigger. Cobain would have had to fire the weapon with his toe,
yet he was found with both shoes still in place. Many, however, see Grant as
an opportunist, noting that he capitalized on Kurt's death by selling "kits"
about the conspiracy via his website.
Filmmaker Nick Broomfield decided to investigate the story for himself, and
took a film crew to visit a number of people associated with Cobain and
Love, including Love's father, Cobain's aunt, and one of the couple's former
nannies. Most notably, Broomfield spoke to a man named El Duce, who claimed
that Courtney had offered him $50,000 to kill Cobain, and passed a polygraph
administered by well-regarded polygraph expert Dr. Edward Gelb. Broomfield
inadvertently captured El Duce's last interview, as he died under mysterious
circumstances days later. Broomfield titled the finished documentary Kurt &
Courtney, and it was released in 1998. In the end, however, Broomfield felt
he hadn't uncovered enough evidence to conclude the existence of a
conspiracy.
Journalists Ian Halperin and Max Wallace took a similar path and attempted
to investigate the conspiracy for themselves. Their initial work, the 1999
book Who Killed Kurt Cobain? drew a similar conclusion to Broomfield's film:
while there wasn't enough evidence to prove a conspiracy, there was more
than enough to demand that the case be reopened. A notable element of the
book included their discussions with Tom Grant, who had taped nearly every
conversation that he had undertaken while he was under Courtney Love's
employment. On their insistence, Grant played some the tapes for the
journalists to prove his claims. Over the next couple of years, Halperin and
Wallace collaborated with Grant to write a second book, 2004's Love and
Death: The Murder of Kurt Cobain, where they claim to conclusively prove
that Cobain was murdered.
However, while the murder theories remain popular among a core group of
hardcore Nirvana fans, the official verdict of death by self-inflicted
gunshot wound is still generally accepted by the public. Most cite Cobain's
persistent drug addiction, clinical depression, and handwritten suicide note
as conclusive proof. Many also point out that Grohl and Novoselic have
remained silent in the matter, and that they would certainly have spoken out
had they believed that Kurt was murdered.
After Cobain's death
Writer Charles R. Cross published a biography of Cobain titled Heavier Than
Heaven in 2001. In it, Cross attempted to contact as many of Cobain's
friends and family as possible, and received a significant amount of input
from widow Courtney Love. The book is probably the most detailed account of
Cobain's life on record, and is arguably the "definitive" Cobain biography.
However, many criticized Cross for including anything and everything related
to Cobain, including details that, unbeknownst to him, were factually
inaccurate. For example, Cross cited "On the Mountain" conclusively as the
first working title for "You Know You're Right". In reality, "On the
Mountain" was the result of an effort by fans in 1995 to decipher Dave
Grohl's introduction to the song on a 1993 live recording. (When a clearer
version of the recording surfaced some months later, it became clear that
Grohl introduced the song as "All Apologies", since "You Know You're Right"
wasn't on the written setlist that night.) Cross was also heavily criticized
for including an "artist's rendering" of Kurt's final days. Cross claimed in
interviews that he felt he had learned enough about Cobain to reasonably
guess Cobain's state of mind in the last week of his life. Many felt that
the inclusion of fiction in what was supposed to be a non-fiction book was
an insult to Cobain's memory.
Cobain wrote in a journal often, leaving 22 notebooks filled with his
writing when he died. In November 2002, a sampling of these writings was
published as Journals. The book is 280 pages with a simple black cover; the
pages are arranged somewhat chronologically (although Cobain generally did
not date them). The journal pages are reproduced in color, and there is a
section added at the back that has explanations and transcripts of some of
the less legible pages. The writings begin in the late 1980s, around the
time the band started, and end in 1994. A paperback version of the book,
released in 2003, included a handful of writings that were not offered in
the initial release.
In the journals, Cobain talked about the ups and downs of life on the road,
made lists of what music he was enjoying, and often scribbed down lyric
ideas for future reference. Upon its release, fans were conflicted about the
collection. They were elated to be able to learn more about the man and read
his inner thoughts in his own words, but were disturbed by what seemed to
some to be an invasion of his privacy.
Tribute to Kurt Cobain in AberdeenIn 2005, a sign was put up in Aberdeen,
Washington that reads "Welcome to Aberdeen- Come As You Are" as a tribute to
Cobain. The sign was paid for and created by the Kurt Cobain Memorial
Committee, a non-profit organization created in May 2004 to honor Cobain.
The Committee also plans to create a Kurt Cobain Memorial Park and a youth
center in Aberdeen.
The mythic nature of Cobain's life even captured the eyes of Hollywood. Gus
Van Sant based his 2005 movie Last Days on what might have happened in the
final hours of Cobain's life.
Years after his passing, Cobain continues to intrigue and inspire fans. A
full eight years after his death, Nirvana's final studio recording, "You
Know You're Right", topped playlists worldwide, bringing a new generation of
Nirvana fans. Nevermind remains a watershed in alternative music, and
consistently tops "best album" lists throughout the world. Many feel that
Cobain's contributions to music history have permanently changed the
landscape of popular music, marking him as one of the most influential
songwriters in music history -- even if that was never his intention.
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